OK.. I dont know about magic. But i think there might be something about me, just dont know what. I see people that have pasted away, friends, family, and strangers wake me up out of sleep. Sometimes i wake up can move my body, see nothing but darkness, only move my eyes, and know that someone else is in the room. I even started to notice it only happens in the dark. I keep a nightlight on for past year or 2. the other night, i didnt notice it was out and had someone come visit me again because of the darkness. I have done mediation for years and thats when it started to happen to me more (then stopped), but always noticed, how can i say, spirits in the room or even spirits in houses i have visited. I have dreams of flying and moving objects with my mind. Even large explosions with circles of light around me. I can dream of the future, i know when something bad is going to happen to me.. I can even feel somebody thoughts even by having them just walk by me.. Another thing is CATS love me, i walk into a room, cats always come to me with 5 minutes of being in the home, people say, that there cats dont like anyone.. I am wondering, if all these things mean anything together. I feel large amounts of energy with crowds of people like concerts, outside events. and absorb there energy but a palm reader told me that was bad energy, i was taking the bad energy with the GOOD energy;just stick with absorbing natural energy.(ocean, earth, etc) I dont know if i study magic further, maybe powers might come out more, or i have watched too many movies with super heros, and fantasies. I am a gemini, Born June 3, 1978, last child of three. I seem to be aware alot more things than other people, counting bottles in a bar, noticing couples in love, exit routes, bad people, and other little things. I am contacting you, because i think or want to acknowledge this as stupid or might be something for further investigation. I live in NJ, Trenton area. Please if you can give me an idea or have me go to someone who can tell me more about my dreams , and why these people come visit me. Example of a DREAM: I even once had to show a girl how her mother died in a burning house fire in her bed. Seen one or two ghosts during the night, without thinking twice. I am scared, i dont know what to do.. Please help..
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