Since I was younger I remember always favoring certain time frames, of history, IE King Arthur… and as a child always wanting to be a Gypsi for Halloween.. and odd things like my mom and her thinking people were always trying to take me away in the middle of night… once falling from a top bunk, while my sisters heard something in the room, then me falling and not trying to stop it,, i had no ideal i was falling,, then as a adult if i get very angry about something and i am thinking about it,, fuses pop on computer type things,, i totally short out my kids game cub while plugging it in,while being so angry at my x for making us homeless. one of my very spirital friends telling me i had the ability to make people believe as i believed as like a judge in a conviction sentennce, only if i trully believed in them.. then once i was watching a a show when they hung jesus on cross, i was so thinking how horrible people are to be so cruel and do that to him.. and my coffee table cracked all the way across it and like a marble hit it,, there was no damage ever to it, the same friend was on phone and had no ideal what happened, then said what just happened in your house, i said nothing he insisted,, i told him,, he said i had to be careful how i thought about things because i was a white withch and didnt know it… DO YOU THINK THESE THINGS ARE SIGNS OF SUCH A THING,, AND IF SO WHICH IS THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO LEARN AND USE THEM,, BEFORE MY LIFE FINANCIALLY FAILS.. BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMTHING THAT COMES ALONG AND AS A TRAVELING PHYSIC ONCE SAID THERE IS A WOMAN WHO IS ALWAYS WITH ME THAT INTENTUALLY RUINS EVERY OPERTUNITY,, MY ANCESTORS ARE 100 PERCENT JEWISH AND GERMAN ON FATHERS SIDE GRANDMOTHER BEING A GYPSI SO I WAS TOLD.. AND ON MOTHERS SIDE GREAT PARENTS BOTH FULL BLOODED INDIAN. IF THIS MATTERS
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