hi Rose, i totally agree with your philosophy about having “energies” all around us and magic is when you use your powers to control that energy, because i have done it myself. but i donno if wicca is right for me. i’ll tell you how i used my powers… when my sister first left for college in america i was really lonely cuz she was the closest person in my life and i always depended a lot on her too. but after she left i did this prayer kinda thing … it didnt have anything to do with wicca, i just refered to the energy controlling my life as “one that controls my life” (its silly but i had to call it sumthin) and my life just suddenly got so much better that i was actualyl happier than i was before she left!!! so anyway, for like a whole year i was extremely happy, but since like last december things have been going from bad to worse. This girl in my class,who claims to use an islamic form of black magic, cursed me and my own powers werent strong enough to protect me so i came to your site and took some of the lessons. i put all my heart and soul into it but it just didnt work. infact,ive been unhappier lately. is it possible for the wiccan god and goddess not to like me or somthing? cuz im an aethiest. and i also take a “right or wrong” approach to things rather than “good or bad”…for eg, i used my powers to bring that girl down (the one who cursed me) and she really is miserbale now but so am i… is it possible for the deities to be angry becuz i harmed someone, altho she totally deserved it?? becuz i belive in justice and fairness so sometimes i may have to hurt some people for a good cause. Fay
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